Thursday, April 28, 2016

Love is the one thing I crave the most but it’s also the main thing I run away from.

Dear blog,

Ever wondered if you were truly in love? 

In this 21st century, there are many ways for you to fall in love unexpectedly, on social media websites, on dating apps, at parties or gatherings, anywhere basically. Meet someone new. Exchange numbers. Late night conversations. Question-answer games. Trade pictures of one another. Set a date. Lost interest. Meet someone new and repeat over the steps again. We know the drill too well now. Let's be honest, nobody likes or enjoy the idea of dating. The fifty-fifty chances of finding the right person is equally likely to happen or not to happen. Not to mention the fear of rejection and wasted time. Also, there are difficult times you ought to face till you're on the verge of giving up and thinking the right person doesn't exist. Surprisingly it's not a surprise, as you knew the journey wouldn't be full of rainbows and bunnies. But somehow you seem to find yourself back in the game after all that drama. The heart wants what it wants. As a guy who's been on countless of dates, sometimes I'm forgetting what it feels like to really love someone or maybe I've already forgotten. It could be too late. The thought of it is just scary. I could be faced with something great, someone great and not know the first thing to do with it.

Signing out,
zaidi.