Is it possible for home to be a person and not a place?
Family can be your strength and weakness and every family has their own family problems. Despite how big or small the situation is, there are always others who has it worse. The first common thing comes to your mind is running away, don't know where but anywhere away from the house is good to release the tension and pressure. I figured running away solves nothing, you can't run but you can hide for a little while. Since it's unrelated to any relationship kinds of matter, you can't just sit and be at ease in the house. Not to sound overly dramatic about it but I don't have my own personal space to breathe when the air is dry. I don't have a room to lock myself in when I need silence, to do my own things and even nap or sleep peacefully so what do you do then? This bothers me a lot frequently and it scares me how long I need to survive with this kind of environment. Now when I go to work in the morning I truly understand to see people loitering and wandering around a mall when the shops have yet to open perharps maybe there's a slight of chance they may face the same problem as I do.
Signing out,
zaidi.
