The past is like a shadow. No matter how far we go, it will follow us around.

Dear blog,

Why is the past always better than your present?

The past is something we can't do anything to change it but can only learn from it or regret. It can either bring you joyful memories or the other way around and some that can even make you want to cry by just thinking about it. Unfortunately these tears run dry. It seems like no matter how hard I try to keep myself busy in remembering my past but the truth is I can never. Flashback starts to play every now and then. So many things happened, mistakes made and unanswered questions. I can't help but wonder "How did I get here?", "Did I make any wrong decision somewhere that affects my present life?" and "How can I able to recover myself again?". I figured the only right way to move forward is to accept everything that had happened before and let go. Easier to say than done but I'm still working on it. One day it will be a success and my future will be crystal clear.

Signing out,

zaidi.