Once upon a time or the end?
Not sure if I'm starting over or falling over. It seems more like my mind is scattering all over the place. First step to start over is to let go of the things in your past that haunts you. In my case, I haven't let go most of it yet. It's easy to say than done. Scary as it all was before, I feel like I'm living in a rerun of my past again. It might seem like a fresh beginning at first followed by different chapters as I meet new kinds of people but unfortunately when it comes to an end it's the same old bullshit. Even though I've been let down many times before and went through hell and back, I never would have doubts in hoping to find the love and friends that I truly deserve. Something about me that's incurable. It makes me wonder maybe there are only one chance in starting your life over again. Life is like a game and just like any other video game there is a moment of pause. So in life, it's either you can go "M.I.A" on yourself or "not exist for few hours" which is your nap and then it's back to the game. Too bad there's no rewind or replay button or it would be an easy time out.
Signing out,
zaidi.
