Daily Life.

2012-01-30T00:56:00.005+08:00

IMM's Swensen is going to change real soon .... and by soon i meant on February .
Wanna know why ? Here's the reasons ..

1. Sir Dennis's last day at Swensen was yesterday .
2. New manager from CWP's Swensen is coming to IMM's .
3. Shahidah is going to be a manager soon . ( maybe )
4. Dee's going to be a supervisor on the 1st of February !
5. No more Chef Lawrence . ( missed )

Alright , the no. 4 is what i'm looking forward to !
I'm so freaking proud of Dee ! You go , gUrl ! :P

Me ? Can't stay like this forever right ?
Gonna apply a job at USS soon ....

☮ 80's Saturday night ♫

2012-01-30T00:37:00.006+08:00

I had my 80's Saturday night with Ying at Vivo .
Red shirt , black shorts , an old dark blue jean jacket , a leather bag pack , long socks and a cute little brown boots . I'm all dressed up in the 80's .
And i've looked AMAZEBALLS but too bad i didn't get a full picture of myself .
Dang -.=
First , we met up and ate at Earle Swensen . Yummy !
After that , we had our desserts at Gelare .
Next , we went to catch a movie ! My favorite part of all !
We've watched The Descendants . It's a simple and touching movie but it's kinda short .
Oh well .
Bad news , there's no more train left for me so i've called my dad to pick me up .
Thank God .

Payday is just tomorrow ! Ahhhh , can't wait ! ˆ•ˆ

NS registration form ?! SAY WHAT ?!

2012-01-25T14:15:00.004+08:00

Hai .

Bad news ; NS registration form has arrived . Well , since i'm not schooling anymore . Damn . I really hate NS but what choice do i have left ? I'm planning to serve NS then i'm gonna save some cash and gonna continue to study back again . That's my plan .

Good news ; I'm gonna have KFC for lunch later ! Yummy !

Nothing much to post , i just miss going shopping at ION with Dee ):
Since we're both broke now , no more SHOPPING atm . Sucks .
I'll endure .... maybe .
Payday , i miss you . Come back to me quickly , okay ?

Bai .

no cash , no life .

2012-01-20T18:12:00.003+08:00

Hiiii .

I am super duper bored now .
It's Friday and i'm at home , alone ? Sucks .
I've got some plans actually but i've canceled it at the last min .
Sorry but i really got no mood to go out but i wanna go out .
Urgh , it's complicated .
I hate my life .
And i've planned to go shopping but i'm totally broke now .
No cash , no life . Sad but what to do >.<
I'm so ready for my payday , grrrr .
Back to work for tomorrow , 12 pm to 11 pm all the way yo !
Pfft .

Applying a job at USS .... praying that i can a job there . Amin .

2012-01-19T13:14:00.002+08:00

( Meet Amalina , the girl i'd love to hug at work the most . Hehehehe . )

Anyhu , i'll be working later on . Sigh .
Nothing's new .
I wanna go JB again , i miss City Square so much . I've already told my mum and big sister about it and they said that maybe we will go there again .
Yipee ! :D
Oh , thank God it's raining now . Brr , so cold .
Oh and thank God that tomorrow is my day off but will be working on the weekends . Sucks but just think about the payday .
I can do this >:/

Alright , i better stop blogging and gonna shower soon .
Oh and i'm freaking hungry , dammit .

Adios .

thank you , big sister !

2012-01-18T21:29:00.004+08:00

( Just stop for a minute and SMILE . )

I've just heard that my computer has crashed .
All of our pictures and musics have gone but thanks to big sis !
Lucky she took note of it before the computer has crashed .
She have bought a hard disk and stored all of our pictures and musics .
She's a hero ! Thanks once again (:

Anyway , today is my day off .
Well , time flies fast on my day off and it SUCKS .
Urgh , quitting soon anyway .
Finding a new job soon , can't survive in there .

Met up with Ying and Isabella today ^ ^,

Ps , will be working on the weekends -.=
Oh and not only that , will be working from 9 am to 11 pm on Monday ?!
FUCK MY LIFE .

I ♥ red ....

celebrating Dee's and mum's birthday !

2012-01-14T19:49:00.014+08:00

( Not all pix are uploaded , lazy :x )

Chak !

I've just came back home from CWP and Lot 1 , tired as usual but worth it .
We had our lunch at CWP's Pizzahut , yummy ! Thanks big sis for the treat !
And we had our dessert at Gelare , thanks again big sis !
We've ate A LOT .
And we took a lot of pix too ! Will upload them soon .

Aw , i'll be working for tomorrow . SHUCKS but what to do -.=
But i can't wait for PAYDAY , as usual ! :P

CAT-TUR-DAY !

2012-01-14T11:22:00.004+08:00

( Boboi is good at taking pictures , really . )

Hello , it's CAT-TUR-DAY and the best thing about today is my day off !
I'm only happy when my day off is on Saturday , lol .
All of my family is now dressing up because we will be having a birthday lunch soon ! Celebrating Dee's and mummy's belated birthday , whee !
Aw man , what should i wear ? :B

Friday the 13th .

2012-01-14T11:17:00.002+08:00

Friday the 13th -
Meet up with my little egg girl , Jae ! Miss her so much !

I had a meet up with Jae at JP after work .
Ps , i had a pretty fucked up day at work yesterday . A new staff is trying to boss me around ? Wth ? Obviously , they don't know who i really am . Don't mess with me bitch -.-
Anyway , was supposed to meet up with Wei Li too but she was sick at the last min . Aw man , wasted . It's been awhile since we both met and i miss her ):
But it's alright , understood . Get well soon , Wei Li ! :D
Oh , i had a fantastic lunch at JP's Swensen with Jae ! Yummy !
After that , i've bought this cute little brown bag ! WORTH IT ! Been searching for that bag for like a long time and now i finally got it !
Then there's this one man suddenly approached me and asked if i got some cash . He got this scary drunk face .... creepy and i quickly walked away .

How was your Friday the 13th ? >:)

2012-01-12T17:13:00.004+08:00

( Happy belated birthday to my dearest beautiful mummy . What more can i say ? Thank you for EVERYTHING . Smile , you deserve it every single day ;D )

What's up .

I've just came back home from work .
I've ended work at 3 pm today and everyone at work was shocked and idk why ?
I'll be doing opening again for tomorrow and will end work at 3 pm ! Yay !
Anyway , will be meeting up with big sis to buy a cake for Dee and mummy and will be having a birthday dinner on Saturday . Whee , can't wait !
Oh , i'll be meeting up with Jae and Wei Li tomorrow ! Omg , i can't wait for that either ! Friday , Friday .. gotta get down on Friday ! :P

I wanna go USS again , boo ):

i guess love would be nice for someone else's life .

2012-01-09T11:00:00.004+08:00

Good morning folks ! (:

I've just woke up and i can't seem to sleep back . That sucks ):
And i've thought that i'm working today but i'm not . It's my day off .
But seriously , having a day off on Monday sucks because i know Swensen won't be that busy for tonight . Grrrr .
Um , nothing much to post about these days .
And nothing much to do today :/
I'm so freaking bored right now .
Maybe i'll go and have a little shopping spree with myself , hehe .
Keep telling myself not to shop but i can't help it ! :B

I'm not missing you ..

Dee's 19th birthday's pix !

2012-01-08T14:47:00.018+08:00

( Happy 19th birthday , Dee ! Love you , always ♥ )

USS is the best ! ツ

2012-01-07T14:41:00.004+08:00

I just love USS ! If i'm rich , i would go there every single day of my life .. trust me .
Anyway , i've forgotten to blog about Dee's 19 birthday at USS .
It was AMAZING ! We had fun all the way !
But there was one more ride that we didn't get to try , it's the Waterworld if i'm not wrong . Dammit .
Nvm , we'll try that in the future ! :D
Oh yes , the pix are with Kecik's and Atiqah's iPad and they haven't upload it yet . Zzzz .
Best ride of the day ; TRANSFORMER ! It was worth the wait ! I wanna ride it again , please ?

USS , i'm coming back for you again ! ˆ•ˆ

2012-01-06T13:35:00.005+08:00

Hello bloggy .

Today is Friday and i'm working . Sucks much ?
Swensen is still the same , kinda packed a little . Ergh , hate it so much .
Oh , and i'll be working on the weekends too . TOTALLY SUCKS .
Oh , and more sad news is that i need to stop shopping at the moment ):
I've spent way too much these few days and i need to stop it .
I'm waiting for this coming payday but i know it's not going to be a lot because i didn't work quite a lot last month and this month . Dang .
So yeah , NO SHOPPING AT THE MOMENT . I can do this :/
Mum's birthday is coming real soon ! Omg , what should i get her ? Something that she can really cherish .
Damn , i need $$$$ right now -.-

.... i wanna go shopping all day / night long ....

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2012-01-02T14:31:00.004+08:00

First i wanna wish all of you a very HAPPY NEW YEAR !
May God bless 2012 !
It's time to start anew ! Smile today !
Ps , sorry for the late wish . Been busy these days .

HOT NEWS OF THE WEEK ; Katy Perry and Russell Brand has divorced ?! Omg , i've just heard this news like yesterday and i was freaking sad . How ? When ? Why ? Omg , may God bless these two lovers . Life is so unexpected ):

Okay , i've highlighted my hair at JB . Bought a lot of colorful beads . And bought this cute , brown , boots . All was worth it ! Love it ! :D
But i didn't get to watch the fireworks for this year's New Year but it's fine .

Will be going back to USS again to celebrate Dee's birthday on the 4th Jan !
Omg , looking forward for it ! :D

Praying that 2012 will be better and different for me . Amin .

Psst , mum has been addicted to Facebook and it's getting annoying . Lol .

Peace out .

red hair ♥

2011-12-23T00:17:00.003+08:00

Ola amigos .

I'm feeling kinda sad and happy today .
Okay , the sad part is that i've dropped my phone yesterday at the Lakeside's MRT station platform .
I was super duper shocked and sad . Ergh , fml !
So now i've got no phone .
Oh , i did asked the MRT guards to get my phone back but they said that anything they will contact us by tomorrow morning . Dang .
Okay , the happy part is that i'm dying my red hair now ! Hehehehe .
Hope it will turns out good ! :D
Nothing much to post .
2012 is coming soon , that's all .

K , bye .

2011-12-19T14:34:00.003+08:00

Hi lollipops .

I will not be celebrating 2012 in Singapore .
Will be going for a vacation with mum and big sis .
And of course i'm gonna shop till i drop when once i got my payday which is just next week if i'm not wrong ? Yay !
And also will be changing into a new hairstyle , still thinking ....
I definitely have no plans for Christmas .
Will be going shopping , alone .. maybe or will just stay at home and rest .
Oh man , can payday just come like right NOW ? I need chu .
Anyway , sorry again for not blogging that much . Busy , as usual .
But the most important thing is that I NEED A NEW JOB . Please ?
What a complicated life i have . Sigh .

family day !

2011-12-19T14:27:00.003+08:00

18 December 2011 -
Family day .

I had a great family day on Sunday ! Well , not that great but at least we finally have spent some quality time together as a family . That's all i want .
We had our lunch at Changi Airport's Swensen ! Beautiful place !
After that , we went to Queensway to have a little window-shopping .
And went back home .
It was a short day for us , aw ):
Looking forward for our next family day ! Hooray ! :D

Ps , we didn't get to take a lot of pix especially with the whole family .
Sad .

2011-12-15T13:40:00.004+08:00

Hello bloggy .

Okay , there's something wrong with my blog and idk what had happened but whatever .
Anyway , going to work soon of course .
So i'mma blog real quick now !
I know that my payday for this month is going to be HUGE !
Hehe , i've already asked Sir Azri to count for me .
I am so egg-cited ! Payday , please come soon okay ? ^ ^,
1 more day left to my day off ! Yahoo !
Will be meeting Musfirah on Sat ! Woah , it's been a long time since we both met . Can't wait to meet her then !
And will be having a family dinner on Sunday ! Will be eating at Fish & Co. .
Omg , can't wait for that too ! :D
Oh and one more thing , who shall i celebrate 2012 with ? HELP .

life is like a game , just enjoy it .

2011-12-08T14:02:00.003+08:00

Woah , it's been a long time since i've changed my blog's skin and everything .
I'm planning to change it soon , not now but soon .
Like in 2012 ?
I'm going to start afresh . No more dramas , shits or any sad emotions .
Blah blah blah blah , going to put all the past behind me and start anew .
Life is like a game , so just enjoy it before it's too late .

I miss drinking at Starbucks .
I should do that soon .

what is LOVE when all you do is just hurting me ?

2011-12-07T13:59:00.001+08:00

I don't know which i would rather believe , that you never did care or that you eventually stopped .

I NEED A NEW HAIRSTYLE .

2011-12-06T22:59:00.005+08:00

I need / want a new hairstyle . Please ? But i'm scared to try something new with my hair because it might turn out .. ugly ? But i'm sick of my hairstyle . It's been more than 5 years ! Urghhhh , help me .

i'm BACK !

2011-12-06T22:47:00.004+08:00

( Boots are trending now in Singapore right ? I've bought this cute boots at Zara . It costs like about a 100 bucks plus ? And it was totally WORTH IT . Love it ! )

WASSUP ?!

I am officially back on blogging , babies !
Sorry for not blogging for like a week ? Or more than that ? Idk .
But whatever , i'm back now .
Well , i've been busy working lately .
Y'all should know that right ? Haha .
Except for today , i had a great time shopping at Vivo with Dee .
Ps , saw Kecik and her cousins at there too . Awkward .
Bought some new shirts and a new wallet from Topman ! Loving it !
Hehe , tomorrow is also my day off but i'm gonna rest at home because i've sprained my leg ):
Sob sob .
It's really painful , idk what had happened to my right leg . Sad .
Let's just pray that it will recover soon yeah ? Amin .

All i wanna do is just to shop at ION Orchard every single day of my life , fuuuu ....

Won't be blogging as much like i've did in the past , so just follow me on Twitter and i'll keep y'all update . Okay ? (:

Peace out , lovers !

whatever it takes or how my heart breaks , i'll be right here waiting for you ..

2011-11-28T20:01:00.006+08:00

I know that you are using me . I know that you don't love me and i know that i'm just a show for you .

How could something that seemed so right turn out to be so wrong ?

2011-11-28T19:28:00.005+08:00

( Catnap with Bobi ! ♥ )

Sorry for the M.I.A but i'm back now !
I was super duper sick yesterday but thank God that i'm all healed now !
Phew .
Ps , today is my day off but i feel like working .... wth ? Lol .
Well not to worry , will be working back tomorrow -_-
Oh yes , good news is that payday will be out either tonight or tomorrow night !
OH MY GOD , it's about time man !
I can't wait , nyehehehehe ! :D
And most importantly is i need to do some shopping !
I need a new bag pack , shoes , shirts , shorts and more ! Ahhhh !

I miss Jae , need to do a meet up with her soon man .
Grrrr .

What's the plan for this year's countdown 2012 ?
Or am i too fast to talk about it ? Lol .

2011-11-24T19:19:00.004+08:00

Yawn ....

I am super shagged today .
I'm so freaking lazy to go anywhere , i just wanna stay and rest at home for today because since today is only my day off -.=
Back to work for tomorrow , 12 pm to 11 pm ! Can i die ?
Just gonna think about the payday !
Payday is just next Monday , whee ! Can't wait !
Ps , it's raining damn heavily today huh ?
Since in the afternoon until now ?! Woah .
But i kinda like it when it's raining , feels so relaxing especially when you're at home .. fuuuu !

.... don't tell me that i'm going to be sick .. AGAIN ?!
I've kept blowing my nose , dammit -.-

you didn't say anything to make me hurt , it's what you didn't say that made me cry .

2011-11-22T15:05:00.002+08:00

When those crying days are over and you don't feel like doing anything anymore . All you wanna do is just sleep and to be asleep forever .

who can i trust in 2012 ?

2011-11-22T00:29:00.004+08:00

( Do dreams really come true ? )

H E L L O .

As usual , just came back home from work .
Urgh , my daily routine .
But the best thing about work yesterday is that there's no Sir Norman nor Sir Dennis . I had fun all the way at work yesterday !
I want a VACATION , eh no .. i NEED a VACATION .
The problem is just that i've got no CASH . Simple ._.
Pfft , whatever .
Oh , good news is that payday is coming real soon ! Yipee !
Can't wait , of course !

I wonder who can i trust in 2012 ?
I'm seriously serious .... who ?

all my life , i've been reading about true love and fairytales .

2011-11-21T01:01:00.001+08:00

( 2008 . )

Every night i'll talk to the stars pretending that they’re you . But sadly , they’re too much like you .. far away and will never ever answer my question .

happy birthday Anna !

2011-11-21T00:47:00.007+08:00

( Chinese face . )

Hai .

I am super duper shagged right now .
First , i went to that mobile shop again with big sis before going to work .
Guess what .. my phone is FUCKING spoiled again ! -.-
I was so fucking pissed off , this is like the 5th time already ?!
They'll try to repair it again , if can't .. then i'm so gonna trade in my phone .
Urgh !
But still , i wanna online and blog . How stubborn can i be ?
Tomorrow is supposed to be my day off but Sir Dennis asked me that if i could come to work for tomorrow due to short of staffs .
They all are like counting on me .
So i have no choice but to say .. YES .
12 pm to 11 pm , sigh !
But i'll just think about my payday , whee (:
Ps , Swensen was kinda packed yesterday .
Due to short of staffs , there's this one new kid got to help out the dishwasher . Haha , i was kinda stress because the dishwasher was almost jammed but luckily i'm fast and i've managed to close it all in time .
Phew .
So i'll only have 1 day off for this week ? DAMN -.-
And lastly , i wanna wish a BIG happy birthday to my dearest Anna !
Have a beautiful day ahead of you , you deserve it girl !
Don't stress , don't stress .. you deserve nothing but the BEST !

Bai .

2011-11-19T22:14:00.004+08:00

Hello readers .

I am so happy right now .
I've finally gotten my phone back just now !
Finally , it's been weeks you know ! Phew !
Oh , and i had great time watching movie at home with mum and big sis .
After that , went Lot 1 to buy some foods back home ! Yummy !
I'm full now , thank God .
Urgh , back to work for tomorrow .
Not looking forward for it because Dee and Anna's day off tomorrow .
SUCKS -.-
But good news is that my day off is on next Monday .
Bad news is that i'll be working on Friday , Saturday and Sunday =_=
Need i say more ? Grrrr .
PAYDAY , COME FASTER PLEASE ! I NEED YOU !
And lastly , i've just heard that Jae have lost her phone .
Aw , so sad . I'm not gonna curse but i hope that whoever have stolen Jae's phone will regret it ! >:(

Bye readers .

2011-11-19T00:26:00.004+08:00

Zzzz , hello .

I AM SO SHAGGED RIGHT NOW !
Why ? Due to work , durh .
Swensen was kinda packed yesterday night , fuuuu .
My hands are tired of washing for now . They need some rest !
Thank God that tomorrow is my day off ! Whee !
But i've got no plans , maybe i'll just stay at home and rest ? (:
Payday is coming ! Well , still a long way to go but time will surely flies faster day by day .
Hehehehe !
Okay , i'mma rest my hands now and stop blogging .

Buhbye .

TGIF ? NU UH !

2011-11-18T00:32:00.004+08:00

Chak chak ~

TGIF ? NU UH !
I'm working , durh .
It's been awhile since i've worked on Friday because usually it's my day off but sadly it's NOT for this week and next week -.-
Dang ! 12 pm to 11 pm ? =.=
And what's worst is that Dee and Anna will end their work at 5 pm tomorrow ?!
-____-
It's okay , zaidi . You can do this .
Just remember that Saturday is your day off , okay i'll be alright .
No worries , i think .
Urgh !

I MISS JAE , enough said .
Miss the old times (:

when i loved you , i was so scared and afraid to lose you . and now , that i've lost you , i wish that i've never ever met you .

2011-11-16T15:39:00.002+08:00

You hurt me more then i deserve , how can you be so cruel ? I love you more then you deserve , why am i such a fool ?

Love can sometimes be magic . But magic can sometimes .... just be an illusion .

2011-11-16T15:36:00.002+08:00

UNTIL WHEN CAN I GET MY PHONE BACK ?! IT'S BEEN WEEKS , WEEKS I TELL YA ! =.=

Ps , time flies so fast on my day off . UNFAIR !

2011-11-16T00:25:00.004+08:00

( I MISS THE OLD BOBI ! ): )

Knock , knock ~

Azri is planning a Christmas Party for all the IMM's Swensen's crews .
And there is this game that we have to choose one of the staff's names and we have to buy them a present that cost around 10 bucks ?
But we cannot tell that person yet until on the 27 December which is on the Christmas Party .
The game is called like .... A Secret Santa ? Yeah .
Ps , i've already chose mine and it's AMALINA :o
Dang it , what should i get her ? :/
Oh anyway , i've saw Musfirah on my way to work yesterday !
We've hugged each other and chatted a little bit !
Miss her so much , and especially miss the old times !
Meet soon , Musfirah ! :D
Bobi is getting boring lately , i mean he's not like the old Bobi .. thanks to Boboi .
He's just not that pampered to me anymore , SAD ):

Psst , i can't wait for this month's payday !
But i'm not gonna shop till i drop !
I'm gonna shop till i drop on Christmas day !
I know there's going to be more discounts and sales , everywhere .. especially at ION Orchard !
Ahhhh ! :D

They'll always say that things can't make us happy but people can .
I doubt that because people is just full of SHITS .

dentist appointment on Monday !

2011-11-14T16:53:00.003+08:00

Hello :>

I've just came back home from the dentist .
I kinda , sorta woke up late but i quickly rushed out to see the dentist !
I've made an appointment already so we cannot be late for it .
It was kinda painful but i've endured . Phew .
My next dentist appointment is on 14 February which is on Valentine's day ?
Lol , and of course it's next year .
Wow , so freaking long . Whatever :D
Ps , i've bought some foods for me and mummy back home ! Yummy !
Gonna eat it soon !
Nothing much to post for today .

Back to work for tomorrow , SIGH .
T_T

2011-11-14T00:43:00.003+08:00

Hi !

Let's just say that i had a fun time at work yesterday .
Though it was packed but i don't really give a damn about it .
I wanna do dish-washing with Dee again , PLEASE ? :/
Ps , tomorrow is my day off !
But i'll have an dentist appointment tomorrow ! AHHHH , HELP ! T_T
Hope it won't be that painful like the last time :/

Damn , damn , damn , i wish my payday were here .. here .. here ..

it is sad not to love , but it is much sadder not to be able to love .

2011-11-13T01:08:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time you were special , now you're just another stranger . So don't ever lead me on again especially if it's a lie . Leave me alone because you've hurt me too much to be the one .

You think i'm weak .... i think you're wrong .

I was one of those happy people but now .... i feel like a ghost .

family outing !

2011-11-12T21:21:00.004+08:00

I had a wonderful time with my family today .
We had a sweet dinner at West Coast ! It's been awhile since we've ate together .. as a family .
Aw , finally (;
Laughs , jokes and memories were made ♥

I ℒℴѵℯ my family , no matter what .

The One That Got Away's music video premier .... ˆ•ˆ

2011-11-12T01:00:00.003+08:00

( In another life , i would do things differently . )

In another life , i would make you stay .. so i don't have to say you were the one that got away .

Do you believe in parallel universe ?
Maybe we are together in that world .. ;/

Friday night .

2011-11-11T22:51:00.004+08:00

I had a Friday night dinner at Causeway Point's Banquet with mum and big sis .
After that , we had a little bit of window-shopping around the mall .
And mrt-ed back home !
That's all . That's my Friday night .
It was short but i had a little fun , so yeah (:
So how's your Friday night ? I bet it's better than mine , DURH !
Ps , dad's gonna give me 50 bucks for my belated birthday present ! Yipee !
I totally forgot about it , grrrr .
Actually , we've already planned to have a family dinner to celebrate big sis's belated birthday but since dad is short of cash right now so tomorrow's dinner will not be confirmed yet .
THAT SUCKS . I'm so looking forward for tomorrow , actually .
Dang it !
Let's just pray that tomorrow's plan will work , AMIN !

Psst , i'm so craving for DONUTS .. chocolate donuts ! Yummay !

remember when ....

2011-11-11T01:10:00.003+08:00

Never crossed my mind that there would be a time for us to say " goodbye " , what a big surprise ..
But i'm not lost , i'm not gone .. i haven't even forgot .

11 / 11 / 11 , do wishes ever come true ? If it does , then you should be here with me by now , together .. just like old times .

happy 11 / 11 / 11 ! ツ

2011-11-11T00:24:00.005+08:00

Happy 11 / 11 / 11 , everyone !
It's a special day / date but i've got no plans for today .
S U C K S .
Anyway , The One That Got Away's music video will be released TODAY !
Woohoo , i'm so sex-cited for it ! I mean , who doesn't ?!

Ps , i've hurt myself at work yesterday . 3 times the scars , 3 times the blood .
Fuuuu , but i've kept on working all the way .. non-stop !
Oh yeah , i'm strong .

My day off has arrived ! Whee !
But i've got no plans on a Friday night ?! That sucks =.=
Anyone wanna go out with me ? Hehe .
Just tweet or Facebook me ! xD

I’m struggling to be with someone that isn’t even close to me . Sigh .

harus ku sedari kita semakin telah berbeda ?

2011-11-10T01:37:00.004+08:00

Kini tiada lagi rindu di hatimu , yang dulu hanya untuk diriku ..

.. rasanya tak mungkin bersama lagi .

you should not be too kind to anybody since you live in the earth , not heaven . fuck everyone , fuck everything .

2011-11-10T00:04:00.006+08:00

* look up *
Oh yeah , so fucking true !

1 more day to my day off ! Hehe , can't wait !
Oh , big sis have sent my phone to service , again and again and again !
But this time we don't have to pay for it , free of charge .. of course .
Um , nothing much to post about .
I just can't wait for my payday !
I've got a lot of things that is needed to buy !
But i don't think so my payday is going to be that " a lot " .
Urgh , but at least it's better than nothing .
Always be thankful , remember that (:

I'm all alone now again , where do i even begin ?

2011-11-09T14:23:00.005+08:00

( Omg , i'd look like that " guy " .. )

I am so bloody pissed off now .
Yesterday before going to work , i've taken back my phone from that mobile shop .
And i've already paid 40 bucks for it .
I've thought that everything is alright but i've got this sixth sense that there's still something wrong with my phone and there is -.-
I was so pissed off about it , i mean who doesn't ?!
This is the third time , you know !
Dammit .
So i've asked my big sis to go to that shop again after she finishes her work today .
They better fix it , real good !
What a waste of my money ! Grrrr !

Ps , nothing different with my hair color after i've dyed my hair yesterday .. same goes with Anna .
Fuck our hair !
What a waste of our money , tsk -.-

our friendship is like a rose , which never bloomed .. or else it could have been so beautiful .

2011-11-08T00:21:00.009+08:00

You just don't know what it's like to be me , looking at you like this . It's just .... HEARTBREAKING .
We're like completely strangers now .. or are we ?
Is this my fate ? Should i just accept it and move on ?
But the thing is , i can't move on .. i just CAN'T .
And i know why ..
I'm tired of hiding . You should know better .
Ps , sorry if i've hurt you a lot in the past .
And i'm glad that you've found that someone who can really makes you happy .
All the best to you lovebirds (;

Remember when it was just the two of us ? Yeah , memories were made at that moment .

I feel like i'm just a waste of space that everyone ignores , like a ghost without a home . I've never felt that i've been valued by anyone .

dying my hair now ....

2011-11-07T20:45:00.005+08:00

Ola amigos .

I'm currently dying my hair now , guess what's the color ?!
Haha , it's just light brown .
I can't wait to see it !
I hope that it will turn out good ! :x
Oh , good news !
My phone is READY ! I'm gonna take back my phone tomorrow .
Yipee , i miss my phone so much ):
And lastly , i didn't do much on my day off today .
Just stay at home and be a cat for one day , hehe .

Psst , has anyone seen Jae recently ?
She's like totally have vanished or something ?

Adios !

all hail the QUEEN , Katy Perry ! ♥

2011-11-07T04:11:00.003+08:00

( Ahhhh ! Katy Perry at the EMAs 2011 ! She has dressed up like an " old-schooled-fashioned " outfit and she has turned a bowling shoe into a cute little high heel ! CAT-MA-ZING ! Oh , and more good news .. she has won a " Best Live " award ! Little monsters , YA HURD ?! You better ! Ha ! Who says that she can't sing live ?! Only deaf people , i'd guess . Katy Perry , you just make my heart racing and i'd love you for that . Muacks ! )

Ps , The One That Got Away's music video will be released on 11 / 11 / 11 ?!
F I N A L L Y !

guess what will always happen in the END , you'll start to remember about the BEGINNING ..

2011-11-07T03:08:00.004+08:00

Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad , but it’s the middle that counts . You have to remember this when you find yourself at the beginning .

Nothing ends nicely, that's why it ends .

2011-11-07T01:16:00.005+08:00

( Do i look like a ghost to you ? ._. )

Hello .

I AM SO SHAGGED RIGHT NOW .. due to work of course .
And some more it's a holiday yetserday , fuuuu .. busy all the way man ! -.-
But the good news is that it's a double pay ! Hehe !
So yeah , it's kinda worth it somehow .
I just can't wait for my this coming payday , damn !
I'm seriously craving for that Topman's bag pack ! Ergh ! ):
I'm so gonna buy it when once i've got my pay !
Ps , Anna and me have bought a dye hair from Watsons during our break .
We've chose the same dye color ! Ha !
Haha , i'll be dying my hair tomorrow ! Can't wait !
And don't worry , i'll take a pix of it ! :P
Oh and more good news !
Tomorrow is my day off ! Yipee !
I'm so gonna rest at home , tired to the max !

WHEN CAN I GET MY PHONE BACK ?! I MISS MY PHONE SO THE VERY MUCH ):

celebrating big sis's birthday !

2011-11-05T20:54:00.011+08:00

Hello .

I am so tired right now .
I had a fun time celebrating big sis's birthday at Jurong Point just now , with Dee and mum along .
We had a fabulous dinner at Swensen ! Finally , hehe !
But the service wasn't that good , it was kinda BAD .. TBH .
Oh well , at least the foods is delicious .
We had a great time at Jurong Point .
I'm gonna come back again there when once i had my payday with me because i've just saw this nice bag and wallet there !
OH MY GOD , i'd really need those ! ):
Too bad that i can't buy it , grrrr .
But i'm so gonna buy it soon , IDC >:)
Ps , Tam is here with us .. at my crib . It's been awhile ....
So i hope that my big sis had a wonderful time today , hehe .
Happy birthday again , big sis ♥

We've took a lot of pix today .
And now , i'm gonna edit it all . Zzzz .... and what's worst is that tomorrow i'm working ! Grrrr .
Oh , i'm gonna wish an advance Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all the Muslims out there !

Goodnight ☾

happy birthday big sister ! ˆ•ˆ

2011-11-05T00:00:00.002+08:00

I wanna wish a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest big sister !
Thank you for everything !
Although sometimes we've fought a lot in the past , you're still my sister okay .
And we will forever love you ! Remember that .
And please , don't stress yourself too much ! That's not good for your health !
Just think positive and pray , yeah ? And God willing that everything will be okay in the end .
Do take good care of yourself .
Have a very beautiful day ahead of you and always remember to S M I L E :D

Ps , when are you getting married already ?!
I WANT A BABY BROTHER ! :P

ℒℴѵℯ , zaidi .

2011-11-04T20:16:00.003+08:00

Hi .

I went to CWP's Cotton On just now , alone .
I was bored at home so instead i went there to have a little window-shopping by myself .
I wasn't supposed to shop but i've did in the end .. OOPS !
I've bought this cute little grey shorts , hehe .
And it was worth it :D
After that , i quickly went out of the mall and went to meet up with big sis .
We went to Lot 1 to buy some foods back home !
I've treated her LJS , Clam Chowder and a Pineapple Cheesecake .. YUMMY .
Oh and not to forget , i've bought that too for myself . Hehe .
And then , i've bought for her this cute little cake at Polar Puff .
It's called Tangy Mango Yogurt , it looks delicious and it better be !
And lastly , bus-ed back home .

Right now , i'm currently alone at home .
Everyone has gone out tonight , except for me , mum and my two dearest cats .
So what should i do now ?
I'm damn freaking bored , can someone save me already ? -.-

Ps , guess who's birthday is tomorrow ?
MY BIG SISTER .... WOOH ! :D

Payday , i miss you .. and i'd need you right now ):

is a life worth living , without no one to love with ?

2011-11-04T15:06:00.000+08:00

( THIS . )

i must be wishing on someone else's star , cause it seems that someone else is always getting what 've wished for .

2011-11-04T01:40:00.003+08:00

( I wanna do this so badly . Can someone just drive or accompany me to a beach .. LIKE RIGHT NOW ? )

It seems that everyone has their own treasure .... except for me .
I'm so sad that i can't even be sad about being sad anymore . Do you get it ?
URGH !

2011-11-04T00:11:00.003+08:00

( Colorful ! )

Hey blog readers !

I've just came back home from work , as usual .
Thank God that tonight wasn't that busy at Swensen ! Hehe !
Oh yes , good news is that tomorrow is my day off and the day after that !
Whee ! I'm gonna rest ?
But i'll be meeting Amani tomorrow , to take my belated birthday present from her . Lol .
Oh yes , i've just checked my POSB savings and i'm left with 124 bucks ?!
OMG , I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT !
I mean , did i've spent that MUCH ? Damn !
Well , i can't wait for the next payday because i think it's going to be much more than the last time . Hehe .
And i need to stop SHOPPING for the moment , I CAN DO THIS .. can i ? :/
Urgh , life's sucks when you can't shop till you drop ):

Dear Anna , when i'm with you .. i can go I N S A N E !
Haha , you're such a good friend to me and Dee .
Thanks a lot yeah !
Hoping to find a bestfriend like you one day ...
Sigh .
Oh and lastly , Anna .. YOU ARE LIKE MY TV ! Hehehehe !
Hope that our friendship and craziness will last ! ;D

Someone's birthday is coming real SOON .... :o

Peace out , yo !

happy November , kitties !

2011-11-01T15:58:00.007+08:00

( Childish face . )

Ola !

I've just came back home from Lot 1 .
I've sent my phone for service , AGAIN !
I must wait for 1 week , AGAIN !
They better fix it good or else .... i'm gonna trade my phone away .
Damn , what a waste of my money . Seriously -.-
After that , went a little bit of shopping at Lot's Cotton On .
Bought a jeans ! Yay !
Oh , and bought some LJS too .. yummy ! It's been awhile since i've ate it .
Oh yeah , today is my day off ! Hehe !
And it's November already ?! WOAH , that's fast !
Praying that this November will be a good one . Amin .

I WANNA KARAOKE BADLY !

Someone's birthday is coming soon ~
What present should i get for her ? Thoughts ?

Psst , i'm deleting some of my old blog posts .
Some of my old posts are just damn pathetic .

26, 570 blog viewers !

2011-10-31T15:26:00.006+08:00

http://paper.li/GoodBlogPosts6/1316175833 - Check it out guys ! That post ( look down ) that i've posted yesterday night is on this blog site ! They have tweeted me about it , tweeting that the post is on the " TOP STORIES " .. and it's a good post ! Wow ! I am so happy + shocked ! I didn't expect that at all . But seriously , that post is not just any post . It's a meaningful post to me , it's about me . Who i really am but that's just the half of me you might know . Anyway , many people have been reading my blog aye ? I'm not that surprise , haha . Thanks yeah for taking your own sweet time to read my blog . Appreciated it . I'll never ever wanna delete this blog . This blog is like .. a part of my life . Blogging is my life . Blogging is who i am . And i'm loving it . And if i die one day , i want my love ones to READ MY BLOG EVERYDAY .

expressing myself ....

2011-10-31T02:00:00.008+08:00

I don't know what i want in life . I don't know what i want right now . All i know is that i'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me , and one day .. there won't be any more of me left . Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down to my cheeks , i'll run away and hide from it . But now , everything is unwinding and finding it's own way back towards me . I don't know what to do anymore . I just know that the pain that i've felt for so long ago , it's hurting ten times more .

I just don't feel like i know myself very well right now , so how can i be sure about anything ? Most of the time i feel so awkward , you know .. like i don't belong in my own skin . I'd get frustrated at everything and how i'd wish that i could just scream and there's no reason for it . I just hate myself . Sigh .

Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes and i look up to the sky and question to God that how come life keep on passing me right on by . I just wonder why i couldn't escape and is this my fate ? To always be unhappy and how much longer must i wait .... ?

When i cry at night , the only thing that i can think to myself is how come that i'd seem so perfectly fine in the morning and why do i smile like nothing is wrong ? And how does not one single person notice that i'm not okay ?

This is just the half of me . There's more .... you might never ever even know .

My daily life , my daily feelings ..

FUCK MY PHONE , FUCK MY LIFE .

2011-10-31T01:05:00.006+08:00

I am so pissed off right now .
I've sent my phone to service remember ? That day ?
Yeah .
And i have to wait like almost 1 week ?
And after that , i've thought that nothing could go wrong again but i was WRONG .
The same thing had happened again , so i quickly went back to that shop and asked him what's wrong with my phone .. AGAIN .
And he have said that there's something wrong with my battery .
So the battery is the main problem ?
So he sold me a new battery and again i've thought that nothing could go wrong , AGAIN but i was WRONG .. AGAIN !
And now i'm using that old-fashioned Nokia phone .. AGAIN .
Ergh , fuck !
What a waste of my money to sent for service .
Damn , i'm so gonna have a visit to that shop .. AGAIN .

ARGHHHH !

Psst , it looks like that i've found my texting-buddy ....

shopping day with Dee !

2011-10-30T14:56:00.009+08:00

29 October 2011 -
Shopping day with Dee !

It's been awhile since me and Dee have shopped together !
I had a fun and tiring time shopping with her at ION Orchard .
Phew .
I've spent over 200 plus bucks . Dee have spent like around 195 bucks ?
Good for her , haha .
We're gonna shop till we drop again soon ! Hehe , can't wait !
After that , we went to Expo with Kecik and her mum to check out some sales and stuffs .
Then , we chilled at Tiong Bahru all the way until first train .
We had our supper at Spize , DELICIOUS !
Oh , after having our supper .. we went to @ Cafe to play some Internet games . Lol , it's our first time playing there !
And we're kinda like " newbies " . Ha !
But the sad thing is that we didn't get to rest on our day offs but it was worth it , hehe .

Now , BACK TO WORK ! -.-

town with my girls !

2011-10-29T12:25:00.005+08:00

28 October 2011 -
Town with my girls !

I had a pretty tiring / fun day / night at town with Dee and Kecik .
We were kinda lost sometimes but we've managed to find our way sooner or later .
Haha , it's been awhile since we went to town ..
After that , we went to Tiong Bahru to catch a late midnight movie !
We've watched You Are The Apple Of My Eye .
It's a Chinese movie with subtitles , of course .
That movie is so cute , weird , horny , and ROMANTIC !
Oh , the ending was so SAD . It almost have made me cried , touched );
You people should watch it ! Worth it !
Oh after watching that movie , we chilled chilled for awhile and head back home .
Thanks dad for the transport ! We can always count on you !

Psst , PAYDAY HAS ARRIVED !
Will be heading to town with Dee ! We're gonna shop till we drop !
Hehe , can't wait !
But i'm freaking tired right now .
I didn't have enough rest on my day off , sucks .
But luckily i'll have 3 day offs for my next week's schedule ! :D

the only reason why i won’t let go of what is making me sad is because it was the only thing that made me happy .

2011-10-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

What's the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable ....

Psst .. take a hint , stupid .
I'd still miss you . Sigh .

2011-10-28T00:16:00.004+08:00

( Nuggets is loved . Ps , i've made this .. teehee :D )

Boo .

I AM SO EXHAUSTED DUE TO WORK .. AS USUAL .
But thank God that tomorrow is my day off and Saturday too !
How awesome is that ?
Yipee , i can relax ! Hehe .
But when payday will be out man ? I wanna go SHOPPING .. REAL BADLY .
Sigh .
Ps , just saw my next week's schedule , not bad . 3 days offs , awesome-r !
Will be finding a new job tomorrow morning and will be meeting Ying in the afternoon at Cityhall . Wooh .
If payday is out by tomorrow night , i'll be going shopping on Saturday .
I DON'T CARE >:(
Azri is planning a Christmas Party at Swensen , looking forward to it !
And not to forget the USS's outing too ! :D
Um , okay that's all i guess .
Nothing much to post here .

I'm still waiting to get my phone back , darn it T_T

camwhoring with Dee .. all the way ♥

2011-10-27T00:46:00.010+08:00

( How i'd wish that we were closer again .. just like old times . Love you , Dee ! )

SHAGGED .

2011-10-27T00:22:00.005+08:00

I am so damn shagged now due to work .
Swensen was damn packed yesterday night ! Mostly , a lot of big groups !
And i'll be working AGAIN tomorrow , 12 pm to 11 pm . Can i die ?
But the good news is that payday is coming ! Hehe !
I've already gotten my payslip , wow that's fast ?
Not sure when payday will be out ? Hmmmm , hope it will be out by tomorrow night ? :D
I'll be finding a new job on Friday , this coming Friday . Kinda nervous .
All the best , zaidi .
When can i get my phone back ?! I MISS YOU , PHONY ):
Let's just pray and hope that Swensen won't be pack , AMIN .

I wish that tomorrow will rain , damn heavily , teehee .

happy Deepavali !

2011-10-26T14:59:00.003+08:00

First , i wanna wish a HAPPY DEEPAVALI .. though i don't even have any Indian friends !
Haha , but what the heck .
Will be working today , urgh . I'm so exhausted .
I thought that Swensen will be closed on Deepavali ? Lol .
Aw man , it has stopped raining . That sucks -.-
Ps , i had a fun time hanging out with Dee and Kecik after work at Tiong Bahru !
Let's do it again !
Oh , mum has cooked SPAGHETTI today ! Yummay !
Fuuuu , favorite ! :D
Okay , so i'mma go off now !
Blog later or whenever ~

Rain , rain .. please come again today ~

love is hard to understand , impossible to live with yet so miserable to live without . i have loved and have been loved .

2011-10-25T15:00:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i'd wish that i could be like you cause you have this ability to get close to people whom you really have no intention of being close to only to push them away . But then i remember , i could never be like you . i have a HEART .

2011-10-25T14:36:00.004+08:00

( I'm currently using this phone ._. )

Harlo .

Payday is coming , payday is coming ~
It's just next Monday , still it's a long way to go :/
When can i get my phone back ?!
Dang , i can't take it anymore .
No musics , pictures .. this sucks to the max -.-
I hope i can get my phone back by tomorrow ? Hehe , PUHLEASE ? ._.
My day off for this week is Friday and Saturday .
Still a long way to go , SIGH .
But the good thing is that we need not to come to work on the most " busiest day " at Swensen . Hehe , yipee ! :D
Deepavali is tomorrow , right ?!
I'll be working on that day too , extra pay due to a holiday ! Whee !
But seriously , i feel like quitting and finding a new job soon ..

Dear God , please guide me though all these . Amin .

it's so hard to believe that my heart are made to be broken by love .

2011-10-24T00:30:00.004+08:00

We're not friends nor enemies , we're strangers now ..

i'd want a boomerang like Kuniko , please ? ^ ^,

2011-10-24T00:09:00.007+08:00

( Kuniko is so cool and isn't she just adorable too ? Love her . )

Yo .

Just came back home from work , kinda tiring .. as usual .
There will be a lot of new staffs working for tomorrow , damn .
Seriously , i feel like quitting my job but Sir Norman insisted me to stay .
Many people have said the same thing too but .. idk .
Let me think about it .
I'm currently using an old-fashioned Nokia phone right now , lol .
I've sent my phone for service , there's something wrong with it and idk why .
Man , i have to wait in 1 week time ? Dang !
No pictures , no songs , no internet , TOTALLY SUCKS !
Endure , endure .. :/
Ps , i've lost some of my contacts too ! So if you saw this post now , tweet or Facebook me your number .. thanks ! :D
Will be working tomorrow , so i better offline soon and go to sleep .
Yeah right xD
But seriously , i miss sleeping early ):

Can i have a boomerang like Kuniko ?!
PLEASE OH PLEASE ? That would be so C O O L .

Psst , thanks to the dishwasher auntie for the 10 bucks !
That was so nice and random of you ! Love ya !

Bye .

BAD DAY !

2011-10-22T18:52:00.003+08:00

I had a pretty fucked up day at work today .
At first , i was so eager and happy to go to work .
No kidding .
I've even came early for work just now .
Suddenly , Sir Dennis just turned my day upside down , due to some reason .
Seriously . I've been enduring not just because he's the manager but i don't want to start a " fight " at work .
But this time , i had enough .
So i just took my bag and walk away .. just like that .
What a waste of my time for coming to work today .
Tsk .
And yes , i've cried because i'm sensitive .
And what's worst is that my hp is showing tantrum at me right now .
Idk what had happened to it , i can't freaking on it ! -.-
Dammit , what else could go wrong ? Sigh .
Anyway , i'm gonna quit soon so idc anymore .
My second payday is going to be my final payday .
Will find a new job soon .. :/

I hate today .

PURR ....

2011-10-22T01:19:00.003+08:00

( Aw , isn't Kitty Purry just ADORABLE ?! I'd love Kitty Purry forever , teehee ! Anyway , i'd need a new perfume .. ASAP ! Damn , how i'd wish i had PURR . But too bad there's isn't any PURR available in Singapore yet . This sucks . Almost half of the KatyCats in this world has already gotten their PURR except for this KatyCat . Dang ! Life is just .. unfair , huh ? :/ )

2011-10-22T00:14:00.006+08:00

Hi hi .

Okay , Swensen wasn't that pack on a Friday night yesterday !
WOW , thank God .
I was surprised ! I mean , hello .. it's a Friday night ?!
Lol .
Will be working again tomorrow , and it's Saturday . Hoping that it won't be pack again like yesterday night ?
Hehe , please ? (:
Payday is just next week .. if i'm not wrong ?!
And more good news to come , the Swensen's promotion is coming to an end !
Yipee , it will end by end of this month ! :D
Bad news ? Erm , more new staffs is coming to work at Swensen .. grrrr .
Anyway , i've called the Streats Hong Kong Cafe outlet .
I've asked them if there's any vacancy and they've said that i must come in person .
Aw , that sucks . I don't even know when because i'm busy working .
So how ? Or maybe i'll come before going to work ?
Um .. i'm kinda nervous . Teehee :/
Stress , stress ~

Psst , i've got a crush on that someone at work .
That sucks ? -.-

Bye bye .

what's better ? a lie that draws a smile or a truth that draws a tear ?

2011-10-21T02:49:00.004+08:00

People always think that the most painful thing is losing the one you love in your life but the truth is , the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much , forgetting that you are special too .

WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I'M FINALLY GETTING OVER YOU , YOU'LL GIVE ME A REASON NOT TO ?!

when you think you’ve moved on , there will always be the song which will bring back all the memories you thought that you’ve forgotten .

2011-10-20T01:49:00.004+08:00

TBH , i'd still miss that someone , a someone who belongs in my past .. and i hate it ;/

what do i have to do to have you here with me ?

2011-10-20T01:16:00.004+08:00

Purrrr ....

To me , Swensen wasn't that pack yesterday night .. thank God .
Anyway , we have a 2 new staffs ! 2 malay guys , they're kinda OK ?
Um , they just need to be more friendly in my opinion (:
There will be a new staff again , but this time it's a girl .
Urgh , i feel like quitting my job .. idk :/
I'll think about it ....
Yay , good news is that tomorrow is my day off ! Hehe .
Will be having dinner with Jae at Vivo after she finishes her work .
Looking forward to it .

PAYDAY IS COMING , PAYDAY IS COMING !
Actually no , it's next week if i'm not wrong but time will fly fast for sure .. i hope (:

ME OW .

life is so unexpected ..

2011-10-19T14:35:00.003+08:00

18 October 2011 -
Visiting Azan at the NUH hospital .

This post is about yesterday .
We've visited Azan at the NUH hospital due to an accident .
I know how Atiqah is feeling right now ....
May God bless Azan , AMIN .
After that , we've chilled at Tiong Bahru .. just like old times !
Aw , i'd really miss that ):
Get well soon , Atiqah ! And just to let you know that my prayers are with you !
Don' think too much about it , just pray .
Take care ♥

Remember when it was just the two of us ? Sigh (;

i've made a choice to finally let go , because i can't stand the pain , it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again .

2011-10-18T13:56:00.001+08:00

I lay at night , trying to fall asleep but each time i close my eyes .. memories of you flash through my mind but then i open back my eyes and welcome myself back to reality because i know now .. you and i weren't ever really meant to be .

2011-10-18T13:36:00.003+08:00

( O_O )

Hai .

Today is me day off . Should me go and rest at home or go shopping ?
Um , i think that i wanna go shopping . It's been awhile :/
I need some new clothes , shorts and mostly everything ! Hehe .
But i'll be meeting Ying at Cityhall , like around 4 pm plus ?
Oh no , do you think that i will have enough time ?
Wait .. maybe i can go shopping after i meet her ? Yeah , let's go with that .
Erm okay , nothing much to post for today .
So that's all , folks !

Bai .

it's sad when people lie to you , but it's even sadder when you've already believed and trusted them so much .

2011-10-17T13:56:00.004+08:00

Dear tummy , sorry for all the butterflies . Dear pillow , sorry for the tears . Dear heart , sorry for the damage . Dear brain , you were right .

2011-10-17T13:38:00.005+08:00

Hey bloggy .

I'm feeling so restless due to yesterday's work .
Swensen was so damn packed for yesterday night , it was CRAZY !
Ergh , i need a new job .
Not only because it's tiring but the people at my workplace is getting on nerve too .
Ying asked me to work with her at Bo Ji , but it's at Cityhall -.-
It's damn far away from my house , that sucks .
But i'll be seeing her to see how the job is .
Erm , but again .. i feel like working at Streats Hong Kong Cafe ! :/
If possible , i want a retail job ):
Okay , now this is why i can't sleep at night .
Too busy thinking about jobs and future , ish .
I'd really need a vacation or something .
SIGH , big time ....

Buhbye .

2011-10-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

( Meet my new haircut . I'd look like a nerd , really ): )

Dear hair , please grow faster and thicker . Sincerely , zaidi .

i miss my old hair ):

2011-10-15T23:38:00.006+08:00

Hello !

Sorry for not blogging much these days , like i've said .. i'm busy working ):
Psst , me and Dee had a fun karaoke session just now at home ! :D
Anyway , i had a great time today at Fafa's birthday party ! Hehe !
Delicious foods and thanks for the goodie bags !
Meet soon again , love ! And happy belated birthday , Fafa ! :D
After that , we've got no plans and it's still early .
So we just went to Lot 1 and chilled there .
Ps , saw Salihan ! I didn't know that he's working at Lot 1 ?! What's the name of that shop again ? -.-
But i don't think so he saw me , oh well .. phew .
Oh , we've asked Ctee to come down at Lot 1 to meet us and she did !
Hehe , it's been awhile since i saw her . Miss the old times , eh !
And lastly , bus-ed back home .

I'm so tired to go to work for tomorrow , but luckily my work starts at 5 pm to 11 pm . Well , at least i have more time to sleep .. hehehehe .

I HATE ME NEW HAIR ! ):
But everyone seems to love it ?
I'd really miss my old hair , grrrr .
Grow faster , PLEASE !

I miss waking up in the morning just to see Kyle's cute face .
I wonder .. if he still remember me ? ;/

2011-10-12T11:34:00.004+08:00

Ey lo .

I won't be coming to work today .
Headache and tired .
Ya know , i had a dream yesterday about not coming to work for today too .
Ha , how weird :x
Anyhu , i'm gonna rest all day long at home just like yesterday .
Nothing much to post about for today .
Oh , i'll be topping up my prepaid card by tomorrow then , hehe .
I'm craving for something at Lot 1 .... LJS ? Yum :D
Maybe i'll go and buy it and eat it at home later ?
I'm hungry .. all the time but will never grow fat -.-
PS! Katy Perry is going to launch a new PURFUME soon , AGAIN ?!
Not sure about the name , but she said that she will be announcing it on Twitter tomorrow ! Whee , i'm so SEXCITED ! :P
WOW! I haven't even buy the first PURFUME , PURR ):
If i'm not wrong , it still haven't come out yet in SG .
Urgh , Singapore is so slow ._.
But i'm gonna wait , that PURFUME will be in my hand .. SOON :/

I MISS USS ◕_◕
I'm gonna come back soon again , do wait for me ..

i'm never shocked when people let me down nowadays . i just hate the fact that i've put myself in a position to be let down in the first place .

2011-10-11T18:08:00.003+08:00

H E L L O .

I woke up late today , like around 4 pm plus ?
But thank God that today is my day off , hehehehe .
So i quickly showered and have a karaoke session at home , alone .
Whee , finally ! xD
Not looking forward to work for tomorrow , 12 pm to 11 pm T_T
But like i've said , i'll just think about the PAYDAY .. which is still a long way to go !
Oh , i've just heard that Dee had a sleep-over session at Ashura's crib ?
I thought that she have been kidnapped , lmao .
I guess she will be back home by tonight then .
So , i was thinking .. should i go to Woodlands .. to shop ?
I love the Cotton On outlet there ! It's so .. awesome (:
Maybe i'll go because mum and big sister will not be at home tonight , they'll be going to my cousin's crib later .. soon .
So yeah , i would rather go out than staying at home tonight . Teehee .
Oh and lastly , my ppd card has expired now . I'll top up by tomorrow .
Ps , when my ppd card is low or has expired , everyone will start to text me . WTH ? -.-

G O O D B Y E .

2011-10-10T19:09:00.005+08:00

Hey .

I've just came back home from work .
Oh , i did get my haircut done just now after work .
I can't take it anymore , it's too thick for me .
But no worries , this time the hairdresser have cut it real nicely for me .
Thanks !
Thank God that tomorrow is my day off , i can rest .
I'm so exhausted T_T
No , really .
I hate my this week's schedule , mostly my working time is 12 pm to 11 pm .
Omg , can i die ? Lol .
But i'll just think about my payday , sigh .
Anyway , i'm getting real pissed off with that makcik .
Wait , actually it's not only me but Dee and some of the Swensen's staffs too .
Seriously .
She have talked bad about me and still dare to deny it by pointing her fingers to someone else .. you still call yourself a human ?!
Doesn't mean you're old , doesn't mean i need to respect you .
There's limits , just don't push it -.-
I wanna find a new job soon , this job is way too tiring for me =.=
I hate the fact that IMM's Swensen is everyday PACK with customers . Ergh .
ANY VACANCIES IN THE WEST SIDE ?! I'm kinda desperate here , hehe .

I don't think so i'll be blogging that much for this week due to working .
Just follow me on Twitter , okay ?!
But i won't be that type of person who have been M.I.A for so long on their blog .
Trust me , i'm not (:

biarku simpan rasa kecewa , biarlah aku yang mengalah ..

2011-10-09T00:59:00.003+08:00

Biarku cari jalan sendiri , biarlah asal kau bahagia . Mungkin ini semua kesalahanku menilai dirimu .

Don't you hide anymore , i need you now ..

2011-10-09T00:49:00.003+08:00

( I'd like this picture , hehe . )

Aloha .

For a Saturday night , Swensen ain't that busy .
Seriously , yesterday night was OK . Thank God .
But i kinda felt so tired , i guess i need more rest huh .
Oh , me and Dee had some hand's injuries at work yesterday .
Aw , hope it will heal by tomorrow !
Just saw my next week's schedule , NOT LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT .
I only had 1 day off and most of my work time is 12 pm to 11 pm ?!
WAH SEH .... i seriously don't feel like going to work for next week .
Boo , help me T_T
Just gotta endure , no choice .
Oh yeah , just think about the PAYDAY . OH YEAH , I CAN DO THIS >:(
Chey xD
Um , well nothing much to post .
Oh and lastly , i had a great time scarying Ma'am Noi outside the toilet ! HUAHUA !
Only Dee , Ma'am Noi , God and me knows , hehe >:)
Ps , sorry yeah Ma'am Noi :/

☮

USS with Jae ! ツ

2011-10-07T23:21:00.012+08:00

OH MY GAWD , oh hello btw :D

I had such a long fantastic day / night at USS with Jae !
Thanks Jae for the 50 bucks voucher , the tix and for the fun day / night !
Hehe , i really owe you one !
Anyway , we had our dinner at the most expensive restaurant in USS .
Thank God that we had our vouchers but still it's quite expensive so i had to pay half of the amount using NETS , hehe .
But don't worry , all of it was WORTH IT .
The foods were all DELICIOUS .
And the staffs were good too , loved it .
And we got to watch the fireworks at the VIP room , how cool is that ?!
Well because the VIP room isn't booked for tonight so they gave us the chance to watch the fireworks inside it . Aw , that's sweet ! (:
All the rides were AMAZING , hehe .
Didn't get to ride all the rides because some were damn full and some were just boring . Lol .
Loved the Human's and Cylon's rides , oh and not to forget the Madagascar's too ! Hehe .
So yes , i will never ever forget about this night .
First time went to USS , and it was worth it . Thank God .
Thanks once again , Jae ♥

Ps , not much pix were taken . That sucks but it's okay , memories were left inside my head . Teehee (:

Oh boy , not looking forward to work for tomorrow .
Seriously , tomorrow is SATURDAY . Busy busy busy busy ~
Tsk .
I'm gonna find a new job soon . Sigh .

what do i really wanna achieve in , huh ?

2011-10-07T00:33:00.005+08:00

What's life ? I mean .. what's new ?
What will i be when i've grown up ?
A business man ?
A zookeeper ?
A doctor ? NAH .
A driver ?
A waiter ?
A musician ?
A slave ?
I'm depressing about my F U T U R E .
Please God , guide me through all these .. AMIN .

2011-10-07T00:28:00.004+08:00

Sup .

I just couldn't wait for tomorrow !
Will be going to USS with my awesome pal , Jae !
Yipee !
Gonna have lots of fun , FINALLY :D
Oh yes , i'm going to be the first person in my family to go to USS .
Hehe , i know that's lame ._.
Anyway , Swensen was OK for yesterday .
Not too little nor too much customers , just OK .
Luckily there's no queue though .
Psst , i need a haircut soon ....
I am so curious for my next week's schedule ! Grrrr ....

♥

2011-10-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

Halu , just got back home from work .
I'm actually quite happy at work because Swensen ain't that busy tonight !
Seriously !
Thank God .
Hoping that tomorrow night will be the same like tonight , eh ?
But not looking forward to work tomorrow due to some reasons ....
BTW , i got a lot of scars on my right hand due to some reasons too .
Luckily it's not that painful or bad , phew .
I was quite upset because i've saw the next week's schedule and it was HORRIBLE .
I thought that i've made a deal with Sir Patrick .... ergh .
But that schedule was written in pencil so it's not that confirm yet .
He better change it into a good one , pretty please .. with a cherry on top ?

Psst , i got a new favorite anime show on Animax .
The show is called " Shangri-La " . I love that show very much !
I'll always stay up late , just to watch that show .
Well , since i can't sleep .. so i rather watch it . Hehe .

I feel like karaoke-ing .... hehe .

Buuuuhbye .

zzzz ..

2011-10-05T14:09:00.003+08:00

( A birthday shades and birthday card . Awesome ! )

WHY AM I SO SLEEPY WHEN IT COMES TO WORK ?!
Oh , btw hai .

But seriously , i am so sleepy right now .
Gotta get ready for work later , sigh .
But gotta go out early , i need to pass something to Kecik .
Anyway , i hate it when Swensen got a promotion .
And i hate the fact that IMM's Swensen is everyday PACK with customers -.-
I need a new job soon , this job is way too tiring for 17 years old boy .
Looking forward on Friday ! USS with Jae ! :D
Well , that's all .
Nothing much to post .

Oh man , i'm sorta having a flu right now .
Please flu , GO AWAY . Thank you .

Bai .

2011-10-05T03:27:00.001+08:00

( Ma'am Noi made this for me , aw thanks ! ♥ )

pix of birthday gifts ! ♥

2011-10-05T02:51:00.002+08:00

( This is the gift that Dee and Kecik have got me . Aw , thanks girls ! ♥ )

pix of birthday bash ! ♥

2011-10-05T02:49:00.004+08:00

pix at Pizzahut ! ♥

2011-10-05T02:16:00.015+08:00